Northshire Presents Eric Rickstad - I Am Not Who You Think I Am - with Hank Phillippi Ryan

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Thursday, October 7, 2021 - 6:00pm
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Celebrated local mystery author Eric Rickstad returns with his latest Northshire Staff Pick I Am Not Who You Think I Am an “ingenious page-turner," in conversation with bestselling thriller writer Hank Phillippi Ryan, author of most recently Her Perfect Life.

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This event will be followed by a public book signing at our Manchester, VT location on Friday, October 8th from 5:30-6:30

"Eight-year-old Wayland accidentally witnesses his father’s suicide and finds what he thinks is a note written by his father that reads “I am not who you think I am”. Reeling with grief, confused and uncertain, Wayland keeps the note a secret. Eight years later after a shocking discovery he becomes certain there is more to his father’s death, and the note is the key to unlocking the events of the past. With the help of his best-and only-friend and a girl he secretly loves, they search for the truth. They stumble upon the disturbing history of the town's most powerful family and a bizarre tragedy possibly linked to Wayland's birth. But each revelation only raises more questions and deepens Wayland's suspicions and increasing paranoia, leading to even more grief and loss. His search for truth will soon turn to a possible lifetime of regret. This long awaited offering from one of my favorite mystery writers is quite the page-turner with its ingenious,unexpected twists and turns. Rickstad continues to intrigue!" ~ Reviewed by Tambra Johnson Reap

One secret. Eight cryptic words. Lifetimes of ruin.

Wayland Maynard is just eight years old when he sees his father kill himself, finds a note that reads I am not who you think I am, and is left reeling with grief and shock. Who was his father if not the loving man Wayland knew? Terrified, Wayland keeps the note a secret, but his reasons for being afraid are just beginning.

Eight years later, Wayland makes a shocking discovery and becomes certain the note is the key to unlocking a past his mother and others in his town want to keep buried.

With the help of two friends, Wayland searches for the truth. Together they uncover strange messages scribbled in his father's old books, a sinister history behind the town's most powerful family, and a bizarre tragedy possibly linked to Wayland's birth. Each revelation raises more questions and deepens Wayland's suspicions of everyone around him. Soon, he'll regret he ever found the note, trusted his friends, or believed in such a thing as the truth.

I Am Not Who You Think I Am is an ingenious, addictive, and shattering tale of grief, obsession, and fate as eight words lead to lifetimes of ruin.

Eric Rickstad is the New York Times and internationally bestselling author of the Canaan Crime series novels, The Silent GirlsThe Names of Dead Girls, and Lie in Wait. He lives in Vermont with his wife, son, and daughter.

Hank Phillippi Ryan is the USA Today bestselling author of 13 psychological thrillers, winning the most prestigious awards in the genre: five Agathas, four Anthonys, and the coveted Mary Higgins Clark Award. She is also on-air investigative reporter for Boston's WHDH-TV, with 37 EMMYs and dozens more journalism honors. Book critics call her “a master of suspense,” “a superb and gifted storyteller”; she’s the only author to have won the Agatha in four categories: Best First, Best Novel, Best Short Story and Best Non-Fiction. Her 2019 standalone, THE MURDER LIST, won the Anthony Award for Best Novel. Hank’s 2020 novel is the chilling psychological standalone THE FIRST TO LIE, nominated for both the prestigious Anthony Award for Best Novel and Mary Higgins Clark Award. The Publishers Weekly starred review says "Stellar…Ryan could win a sixth Agatha” and bestseller Sarah Pekkanen says “Book clubs will gobble it up.” Watch for HER PERFECT LIFE on September 14, which received starred reviews from Kirkus and Publishers Weekly, which called it "A superlative thriller." Hank is a founder of MWA University and The Back Room; and National Sisters in Crime past president. Visit Hank at, Twitter @HankPRyan, Instagram @hankpryan and Facebook at HankPhillippiRyanAuthor

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I Am Not Who You Think I Am By Eric Rickstad Cover Image
ISBN: 9781094000336
Availability: Click Title for IN STORE Location
Published: Blackstone Publishing - October 5th, 2021

Her Perfect Life By Hank Phillippi Ryan Cover Image
ISBN: 9781250258885
Availability: IN WAREHOUSE - Usually Ships in 3-7 Business Days
Published: Forge Books - September 14th, 2021

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